Ok, so its a good thing I don't have to work until 4 tomorrow so that I can sleep this off. I don't feel like reporting how much I had to drink, how much money I spent, or how much I feel like calling Chris or Dan, or how many typing errors I am making before I correct them.
In general, I am trying to be honest with my weblog, so I guess that I will report that I am drunk, officially drunk, at least by my standards. However, I am now safetly at home, driven by a sober driver. My only regret, that I'm alone. Ok, the spiritual side of me is screaming, "GOOOD," but the loney side that really doesn't know what it is talking about, is saying "Nooooo, this isn't what I want, I want to have someone to hold me."
Oh, gosh. I miss that contact so much. I miss the words and the the "love' and the holding. I miss my best friend. But it is something that is not for me. I place it too much ahead of God. It is a sacrifice I have to make. At least for now. Until I learn that lesson. Thank you God for teaching me what I need to learn. Even if I don't want to learn it.
Anyway, tonight was fun. I'm glad I went out. I do have to note though that yet again I was the one girl among multiple guys. The consequences of being a cs major. Wait a second. I wasn't out with cs guys. Hmmm. Ok. Well, bet that the next time I hang out, there is a girl there. Anyway. I'm off to bed.
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Angelmeg's rule for drinking in bars. So long as you know you are drunk, you are not too drunk. It still helps to have a glass of water for ever drink, slows you down a bit. That little piece of wisdom comes from my vast experience uhm err I mean someone told me, yeah that's it.
Glad you had a good time. I was working till late.
Hahah oh angle meg I don't know how you can do that! A glass of water when I drink just makes me want vomit right then, is that how it slows you down? lol! Meggie's a good girl when she drink though so no worries there ;)!
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