Drunken update, again

I guess now that I've gone out 3 weeks in a row to the same bar with the same people to play pool on the same pool table, you might say I have a social life. (There was another girl there tonight! Amanda, a new hire at the deli.) But being the perfectionist I am, I wouldn't say that I'm completely happy with what I have, although I am grateful for it. But I'm still lonely. I want Maria in town to talk with. I need to talk to someone, who is not in my family, about deep issues face to face. Then again, there is nothing new to talk about so I would just be rehashing the same issues over again. That's ok with me, but prolly not with the person on the other end. Anyway, there is no person, so why am I even progressing the issue? I'm happy where I'm at, mostly, what else do I need?

I have tomorrow off, for a start, although I'll be taking Madeline to work, like I have been doing all week, and be doing the grocery shopping for my mom and grandma. AFTER I sleep off me Long Island iced tea and the half a vodka and tonic. I just couldn't finish the rest, and since Kelsy the waitress (who flirts terribly with Aaron) gave it to me free ... I headed home to have a good rest. Plenty of water.

I think I have a cold. My throat hurt a couple of days ago and today and yesterday my nose has been stuffy. Sneezes have been more frequent as well. But since I get ill so rarely, I couldn't tell right away if I was sick or just drippy. Phil, Maria, and Heather have been much sicker lately so what am I complaining about?

Chris called from the other side of the world, but I missed his call. He left a message on the answering machine. I emailed him with my new email address.

My hair is getting cuter, although I still hate it. Well, maybe just dislike it. Hate is a strong word. Until I can put it in a ponytail, my hair will be a challenge. Aaron complemented me today on my hair, so did my aunt and my mom. However, it doesn't match my self image. I image thats why people who have lost a lot of weight don't feel comfortable. Oh, well, at least it is starting to stay under barretts and I don't have to feel like I need a hat. I think I'll try to post a picture in October. I'll keep you updates, as if you didn't know.

Happy Friday everybody.